Aight, taking like 5 mins out of my econs revision to blog here. To tell the whole world how pissed and dulan i am today. Today's my dreaded stats paper. and fuck, i screwd it up. was shivering when i held my pen, and a fucking mind block. wad i had done yest for revision i totally forgotten... I tried my super best to do as much as i know. It was already past 1 hour when i finish on my 1st question. told myself tat "no, i wont fail, i shall pass, i did these questions yest nite." screw me, thought very hard and finally knew how to do one part of it, den i'm stuck again.
when it was like 10mins b4 the end of the paper, i totally gave up and sat there stoning... thinking of wad darn consequeces if i fail... retaining, screw up the money.. things like tat. tot about tat if i retain, would i be in the same class... well, or do i jus have to repeat the module and everything else is still normal. wad if a damn final exam cause u to cock up the whole of ur 3yrs in sch... its like, jus becoz of this... argh wadeva... i'm pissed enuff
rite now, i got totally no mood to study for econs. told my parents jus now about my paper and tat i predict tat i will fail. they talked to nicely, but deep down, i noe they are very disappointed. i din feel good either, its like i've totally let them down... regret not keeping up with the lectures and tutorials, it is really not easy trying to cramp the whole damn module down ur head 2 weeks b4 exams. aight, i shan't waste more time blogging, might have failed stats, but shall my best to pass econs. godblessme-